kiki

2010-07-23T12:57:00.002+08:00

Guess what, my precious boy is back with me. Or should say, he didn't leave me at all. Our hearts stay connected despite he left. We were just drowning ourselves in despair. Living in an unrealistic world. I don't care who he hurt or who I hurt, I just want his hug, his love, his kiss, everything. Bad memories, of course, can't be forgotten that easily. But I believe the present him will make me forget all those painful stab in my heart. Our determination wasn't good before, but now, despite all those criticism we received, we chose to walk this path together. You've changed, so much loving and tender then before. Learning to feel in my ways, learning how to love.

I spoilt you too much in the past. Too much that you forget I ever existed. You took me for granted. Doing things without any care in the world. Drowning yourself in illusions everyday. But thanks, thanks for waking up and calling me back home too. I, too, almost drift somewhere I knew I couldn't belong. Our pride are too big to acknowledged we can't live without each other. But this time, thanks to some selfish people, we knew that without the need to even say it out. We can feel everything in our hearts. This is the first time, you deleted people in your fb. I really got a shocked when you deleted them. Only then I realised how much I meant to you. Our photos, you left them on despite I keep asking you to delete and even delete me from facebook. I ask you "why didn't you?" You told me, "If I delete, I won't know what you are doing anymore." You hated guys talking to me, you hate me going clubbing, you hated that I was enjoying myself. Everytime you feel pissed off, you will write something to her that made me pissed off. That's why we were just going in circles. If we fixed all the puzzles together, I knew your heart was always there. Never letting anyone in before. That is why I trust you.

I believe your every words, of course with doubt, but that is what I chose. As I hear the truth, saw the truth and feel the truth. We depend, love and desire each other so much that it hurts both of us so so much. I will never leave you, because the two of us turned coincidence into fate. And that fate turns into true love. I just hope you will grow up and provide a secure future. When a house became a home. :)

And over the past month, I've saw ugliness of some girl. Not to say, young. I can't believe someone who can go to that extend to get a guy. To the point I feel like whacking her whenever I think about it.

Sleeping with her best friend's boyfriend. The worst someone can ever get.

Don't ever step on my toes, because you will never want to try me. I don't know what I will do :) This time is an exception because of my boyfriend, I gave him face and his pride, for he had done wrong things. Things will get ugly for him if I blurted it out.

Ahhh, finally they have F off from my life. :) Friends like this. Not worth it at all. Kindness not appreciate then what can we do, right?

And lastly,

Jackson, how are you? I hope you are happy up there. You were sucha a nice person. When cai and me got back, you & jiahong was the first one we met up with. And I miss you calling me Kiki jie. You were such an easygoing guy, I've never seen you losing temper, not even once. :) May god blessed you, and may you find your true love next life.

2010-05-21T01:54:00.003+08:00

I told my mom you've grown thinner. She very heartpain.

But what can we do?
What's done been done.
Today when I saw you.
Memories flood back, somehow I wish we could turn back time... but...

Heartpain... I cannot be here suffering while you enjoy out there.
I need to enjoy too, but its seem so worthless when there's no you.
I need someone fast.
Someone so I can forget 'bout everything.
I'm moving house, hope this help.

I told my father I dump you, not you dump me.
I dump you cos you're still very childish and naive till I cant stand it.
I cannot tell him the truth or else he'll have the same heartache as my mother.
I cannot bear to do so.

In the end, I swallow everything again.
Always and always, I'm always clearing your shits.
Always and always, you've someone less then 24 hrs.
Always and always, you've let me down.

他的情况留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

2010-05-19T17:02:00.003+08:00

Fuck. How to private blog ah?

I really don't understand why is there so many bitches/vixens hovering my whole life.

Again, heard stories how bitches seduce him...
To think I thought they damn innocent!
Pathetic fools.
ONE OF THEM CAN ACTUALLY TRIED TO SNATCH SIT IN FRONT LEI!
Very shiok hor? Like first time got guy got car like that.
Buey paiseh.
I also don't know how I can be with a guy with so so so many faults for 6 years also.
Cant handle temptations.
Worst is THEM. No women appeal, naive, childish, noisy +++
If is two timed which someone I can't fight over with and 10x better, I seriously BWG la.
BUT... WHY THEM?
And I HATE girls who 2 time their bf when they went in SIT.
Pissed off when I knew.
This kind know what is LOVE meh? Ya, uncle say correct. Love car, love money, love attention.
AND WHAT IS THAT?
PUPPY LOVE.

WHY AM I WITH A GUY THAT GO FOR PUPPY LOVE FOR 6 YEARS?!
Worst is, they know each other less then 2 weeks.
Can fall in love sia.
Serious, don't know to laugh or angry.

AND THAT 3 BASTARDS.
WAH SERIOUSLY BTH THEM.
They por lan pa gt por until so jialat anot!
Never seen such bastards in my life before.
As if they damn understand him like that.
Somemore that 3 is HE HATE THE MOST sia!
LOL!
To think that 3 help him say words but at the back tio backstab like nobody business like that.
Damn funny.

And to you:

You did wrong. You push everything to me. Say bad things 'bout me to the whole world.
Your disgusting WRX, who helped you BEG your father? Who talked to your father?
You this pussy so fucking gutless. Everything also push to me. Don't dare this don't dare that.
ARE YOU A MAN ANOT?
WHY DON'T YOU JUST WEAR SKIRT?
Control me for 6 years. Who control who you know best.
Touch your heart la if you still gt abit of conscience left.
Dare to hong dare to admit la.
Why blame me sensitive blah blah.
The stuffs that I'm sensitive happen right?
What more you want defend?
Why must at FB defend yourself?
They don't know the story? What story? The story that you two timed me?
Do wrong still want scold people. Fucking shameless.
Thick skinned with gutless balls.

IF ONLY I WAS HARD-HEARTED!
YOU WOULDN'T LIVE IN LUXURY NOW.
IF ONLY I DIDN'T TREAT YOU GOOD!
I WOULDN'T BE SUFFERING NOW.
DAMN YOU ASSHOLE.
HOPE YOU AND HER CHILD NO ****************

2010-05-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

4 days no cry. Jia you.

2010-05-14T23:24:00.001+08:00

Just trying to say out "deardear" this word could make my heartache till tears flows.......................

Just how long..........................

2010-05-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

We are finished. I will only update for myself. I've been keeping inside. Cannot even post on facebook. Everything.

MSN hong, Friendster hong and now, Facebook also hong. I give up. I can't take it. Why can't a guy just love one? 6 yrs of relationship, you ended it. Your heart wants to share among all. How much have you hurt me? Seriously, I'm suffering endlessly. Everynight, I toss and turn. Wishing you were still lying there beside me. But no... forever and ever. It's gone. That's love is gone. Yes, it's hard to accept but I've to force myself to swallow it. Force myself to start a new life.

Where's all the promises you made? To share a car, the only girl to sit the front sit. The house we're gonna apply. The home we're building up. The marriage next year. Where's all? Gone in a day. With your love shared upon others, younger and naiver then me. What did you treat girls as? A toy? To play around with? You played me for 6 yrs. Breaking and hurting me, forgive and forgive, hoping one day your eyes will only see me. But... I was so so so wrong. These 4 years I've been lying to myself that you've change. I realised you've been only using me.

What wrongs did I even do? I love you, that's why everything I did was for you. My whole life was only you. I wouldn't even want to hurt you.

Hating each other was the best. So you and I wouldn't one day turn back. Yes, I'm scared I would be soft-hearted and accept you but I know you WILL NOT change. Never.

Till today, I finally realised, from day one, you didn't even love me once, not at all.

2010-05-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

Will start updating my blog, but not going to change my template or anything. Too lazy and a waste of time, also there's no one reading it anyway. Will change my link and tell close one to change only.

Life haven been hectic. Heartaches and so so so much stuff happen lately. Now dear is back, but we've start all over again. I hope what you meant what you said. Seriously I don't know you back with me because of the car, or you really regret what happen? That group of friends, I have more feelings for them then you've. I've known them ages ago. They've no faults but to have you being so influence by them. I rather gave them up. They made you lose EVERYTHING, cant you feel it?

My heart's starting to get numb more as days go by. What've you done to me? And what am I doing? Why do I forgive? Why do I wait? I really wish you'll grow up after this. Show me. Don't failed me again and again.

2010-02-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time, so I guess no one's reading this blog? Bad day bad mood this few days, but again, of course you don't know. You won't even care to know & I won't say. Suddenly, flashbacks of the past event, what you say and do, keep repeating in my mind yesterday. But it's different this time, I didn't feel that you're cheating. Instead, I felt tired. I feel like changing my life. Why it is that you can change yours and I cant change mine? In the past, you'll tell me to go down after my work. Now? Never anymore. Why, got friends so no need me? Then what am I? I really really wonder.

2009-12-23T22:51:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday my baby boy. Love you lots.

2009-05-29T14:09:00.004+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY.

Heading down to Gimmelove shop 2 after work later on.

Bf having his session today.

I realise I always blog in point form rather then jointing down every sentences.
Ok, out of point.

I found some really awesome phoenix tattoo and there's one which I need help on finding a artist that can do this kind of tattoo.

Does this phoenix couple remind you of the picture at the previous post?

Anyone who have artist's friends/relatives or whatever that can do the tattoo below please kindly inform me.

If there's no one in SG, I guess the only way is going overseas. :(

2009-05-28T16:01:00.006+08:00

Women get the last word in every argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

So true right? lol =\

2009-05-28T15:27:00.004+08:00

Joke of the day :

D.O.G.
couple

ROFL!

2NE1

2009-05-26T17:51:00.003+08:00

2NE1 is my love now!

I LOVE CL !!!!

2009-05-20T14:51:00.003+08:00

Hi diary,

I just realise that I always come to you to rant 'bout someone's bad.
Be it my bf/family or some bastard/bitch.
... But I didn't praise them.
OF COURSE I wouldn't even TRY to praise those bitch and bastard.
TSK.

Ya so today, I am gonna praise my bf.
Ytd, I cried alot.
Cried till my eyes dried up, swollen like i haven been sleeping for days.
Think 'bout all the things we've been through.
No one knows, yet they comment alot.
The sad story that I post before actually have some meaning to it.

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

In the past, when he haven went into the army.
People often warn him, that girlfriends will most probably dump you.
Reasons are of course, Botak? And Ugly?
Being insecure, he dump me a few times.
But what can I do?
Perseverance，忍耐。
He came back, I forgive.
Always its has been like this.
When he went into army, things change again.
People envy him, praising me that I'm a good gf, never break with him during his NS.
Lol.
And finally now, he ORD.
Things change again.
His status changed.
People started to feel and say that I'm not suitable/fit to be his gf anymore.
Feeling that he could have a better choice.
But what can I do again?
Perseverance，忍耐。
Who will remember, what I did & what I give for this relationship?
Well no, no one remember anymore.

But you're always there, beside me.
Stay like this forever.
So I can ignore all these and live happily with you.
I don't need anything, as long as you're here.

2009-05-19T10:54:00.004+08:00

OK, I'm gonna start planning now.

First, i am going to try to resign from my current job and work with bf after he takes over.

I will chiong my car licence then my bike licence.

Chiong finish already, get a car / bike then I will chiong my tattoo.

First a full sleeve then half back or vice visa, then a full leg. So half a body inked first.

After marriage, then chiong full body & neck.

Piercing.. will see 'bout it. Although I love it, people will still be scared.

And there's children in the family. So ... shall refrain from it first.

I GOT PERMISSION TO BE INKED ONE OK!

NEXT YEAR 02 FEB 2010 !

MY 21st BIRTHDAY!

NO NEED PRESENT!

SPONSOR ME SESSION FOR INKING CAN ALREADY HAHA!

2009-05-15T13:32:00.001+08:00

I saw this sad story at someone's blog.

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She
hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.

He asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her
boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: "Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine."

This is
how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

2009-05-08T16:43:00.002+08:00

Hilarious.

Is it true that when new friend come, old friend goes?
I don't think so.
I will remember the good times we shared.
Always and everything, even the tiny weey bits. :)

2009-05-06T13:12:00.000+08:00

2009-04-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

A leopard will never change its spot.

?

Windwhirl mind.

2009-04-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

I don't know the reason why.
But my heart is getting unrest and uneasy all over again.

Damn. :'(

2009-04-21T23:34:00.001+08:00

Hear this. One of favourite shows :)

2009-04-17T17:51:00.002+08:00

Wow, been long since i last blogged. Haha!

I REALISED I AM A OTAKU! LOL!
AM I? AM I?
OMG ...

I love Special A!
I love Love Monster!

Just read finish Love Monster manga.
SUPER LOVED!!!

Now now, no offence here.
I seriously cant stand people calling their friends, (P.S not their bf/gf)

1. Honeyyy E.g I met honeyyy today at school entrance
2. Darlingg E.g. AHHH! DARLINGGG WO HAO XIANG NI!
3. Sweetheart E.g Sweethearttt ahhh, why nebbberr corrr mii ytdzxzx!?
4. Etc Etc .. alot more la, lazy say all.

I mean HELLO? Is friends only lei, say till so sweet but at the back also backstab each other.
So freaking weird sia these kind of people.
More weird is maybe they know each other like less then a month? OR even lesser.
If like BBF for a few year, nothing to say la.

But for me, I prefer to hear,

HEY SIS!
HEY BITCH!
HEY BABE!

Aiya, to summarize,

Having friends are so troublesome. :)
If I don't feel troublesome, then is not my friend le. LOL.

Only real friends feel the need to be troublesome right? =X

2009-04-07T14:02:00.003+08:00

Yea Yea the HULK is complaining that my blog's dead.
Got some pictures haven upload + so so so so lazy.
These few days are fun!
Got time will update 'bout it.

As I look back, you really love me more then you did last time :)
And seriously, I am really glad.

After I saw Gabriel and barbie doll's bike.
I got the urge again. *#&*&@(*#&!@
BUT I am half way through my class 3!

I am damn damn damn POOR these few months.

Damn it, should I study?
Maybe I got a perfect plan future with Tourism and Hotel Management.
But my interest is more to animals welfare and design.
So which should I choose?
Sigh ~ and if I do so much, what if we migrate to Australia out of sudden?
This goes same to bf too.
Tsk, only that his interest is culinary.
Right at the start, I feel migrating is a bad bad bad idea.
But now, I hope to migrate there faster due to alot of reasons.

So what is what?
How is how?
Tsk.

I come across this quote, which is so true.

People do the silliest things for love, but why not.
We only live once.

Read it. It's Silly.
And not Stupid.

2009-03-28T10:25:00.005+08:00

Ripped this from someone's blog.

LAO TIKO!

Man dies after bottle mishap

A SINGAPOREAN died of heart failure after his penis became stuck in a soft drink bottle, reported Sin Chew Daily and China Press.
The incident happened when the 77-year-old man used the bottle to masturbate.
China Press reported that the senior citizen got his private part into the bottle and only sought help after his penis could not be dislodged from the bottle despite trying various ways such as applying soap water.
Doctors tried to alleviate the man's suffering by cutting the bottle below the neck but to no avail because by that time, the skin around the penis had started to become inflamed, causing him to be unable to urinate.
His misadventure later led to other medical complications causing his death. -- THE STAR/ANN

Can you fit yours in?

~~~

Since I got time today, I will blog AGAIN 'bout that "TWO".
OH YA! Sorry that I didn't reply to your "THAT'S SO FAKE & FULL OF NONSENSE" post.
I AM SO BUSY.
NOT BECAUSE I AGREE.
Fucker sia.
Starting I fucking hate the bitch GF.
Now I fucking DESPISE THE BF & I PITY THE GF, who got such a useless BF.

To Someone:

NOW I DON'T CARE 'BOUT WHAT YOU THINK, YEA YOU, ESP YOU!
YOU WANT GO DOWN INTO THE FUCKER'S HOLE, THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM.
IT'S YOUR FUTURE NOT MINE!
I KINDLY ADVISE YOU, YOU DON'T WANT TO LISTEN.
AND THAT'S IT. JUST FUCKING USE YOUR HEAD AND THINK.
YOU'RE SEVENTEEN THIS YEAR, I ALREADY SAY IT'S YOUR CHOICE OF FRIENDS, BUT TO THAT EXTEND?
THEN I ONLY CAN SAY I'M SORRY!

Seriously, the GF darn fucking poor thing to have such a BF.
ALL her EX-friends don't like, nono HATE her to the core already.
I MEAN THE WHOLE CLASS IS LIKE "SEEING HER IS A VIRUS"
He still think "AS LONG AS I AM HERE" attitude, everything is fine.
RIDICULOUS!

Question: Why so many people hate her?
Answer : Just plainly because she sucks and her attitude make people fuck up. She think her BF very zai to steal thing for her. In school, she think she rocks when there's "FRIENDS" ard her so she can KPKB. AND OF COURSE ALOT MORE READ BELOW!

AND her BF solution? : HER BF SAY THIS IS BEING STRAIGHT FORWARD!!! TELL HER NO NEED CHANGE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Actual Solution if it's in my shoes: Cai will SURELY tell me change like how he scolded me for my attitude towards my mother. He will lists out my faults one by one. I also will tell him what I don't like about him that he need to change. We listen to each other not because we're controlling, but because we respect each other.

TSK.
ONE PHRASE/WORDS/SENTENCE : Childish, IMMATURE, 不会想 !

Useless piece of shit.
Still private your blog.
WHY?
Blog 'bout people scare people see then BEAT/TIO/(Whatever you want to use) your GF ah?
I BET you sure call police.
So ZAI what.

D.O.G. is not a word to describe you.
Dog is a loyal friend.
So, you're worst then a DOG?
Yea, I guess so.

I want to say WHAT i WANT.
The way your protect your GF and throw your friends into the sea,
I SEE LE SUPER BU SHUANG!
SO WHAT CAN YOU DO?
Seriously, I don't care what you THINK lei.
This is my blog.

-FINAL- not for them ^^

2009-03-27T17:06:00.001+08:00

I PASSED MY BTT IN FIRST TRY !

WAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2009-03-21T10:40:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went to 新挢 to meet Yi Xiang.
Didn't know need to lian shi.
Then Zhong Hai move to Defu Lane 3 le.
Easier to go there :)
After went back home to get the dog.
So freaking tired.

I thought only my family was like this.
I really didn't expect you to be like this too.
In my whole life, I finally found a road I want to move on, I finally have a goal & dream in life.
Even if its not going come true, cant you just say something to support me instead of splashing cold water on me?
Yea, we not rich, I not those Tai Tai or Young master want to this business then go do.
But its still a dream to me.
Cant I even try to fullfill it?
Why cant you support me a little like I support you.
My hope is shattered once again.
Life is getting meaningless and fucking more meaningless everyday.

My patience is running out.
Don't be so fucking selfish please.
Suddenly I hate to be poor, I hate to be depised, BY my own BF.

2009-03-17T12:59:00.002+08:00

My two darlings :D

She request to cover her mouth! HAHA!

My mother go take bf drive as a memento -.-

2009-03-16T09:11:00.004+08:00

OMG! OMG!

I really get the Chinchillas already! (Thanks to Jeline & BF also :D)
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
JELINE DON'T JEALOUS! HAHA!

and their is ... ...
Chins Chins (M) & Lala (F)

Chins Chins LOVE to watch TV!
He can stand there with his eyes big big and watch TV!
Darn cute, AND so active -.-"
Worst then the darling Princess.
Catch them can exercise to jian fei. Haha!
Cutting Nini's nails is like taking her life.
She will TEH you until you heart soft don't help her cut. -.-
After went to Bedok Food Centre to eat.
The ORH JIAN fucking nice.

Bf working today le.
Mayb he's not coming back tonight :(
Ya, abit sad but it's his career.
Got to support him!
GO GO JIA YOU! LOL!

/Edit
Bf fetching to eat at Chomp Chomp!

P.S. Pai seh weiliang didn't call you go ytd, cos we all don't know the way except my father haha :\ so need him to show us the way.

2009-03-15T16:01:00.002+08:00

LOL! What for I understand your gf? DUHS?
To us, your GF sucks.
And that's final.

~~~

Dear driving us to Bedok for viewing.
CHINCHILLAS HERE I COME!

2009-03-14T11:48:00.002+08:00

Went to the Home Team Chalet at Pasir Ris.
The ants & bugs there are like ... ... war?
All the cars machiam tio infested. LOL.

Watch "Comming Soon" this movie at 1.25a.m. with boyfriend & his campmates & two bitches.
I only watch 1/4 of the movie thanks to the Hulk who watch it before and say "THIS PART SCARY, THAT PART SCARY", as a result I didn't watch almost all the scary parts.
()&!*&@)&!@)(&#!)(@

Reach home 'bout 4 + and have to wake up at 8.30am this morning.
I am so butt ass tired.
YAWNS :\

2009-03-13T13:36:00.003+08:00

Omg, I just saw this video at RuiShan's blog.

Credits goes to her.
SO TOUCHING!
I wan to participate in it.
Please help support The Earth Hour 2009 :D

Sinagpore -
Organizations which are participating in Earth Hour
Government Agencies:
1.) NParks
2.) South West CDC
3.) North East CDC
4.) Central CDC
5.) South East CDC
6.) North West CDC
7.) Singapore Tourism Board
8.) National Museum of Singapore
9.) Ministry of Foreign Affairs
10.) Corrupt Practices Investigation Bureau
11.) Ministry Of Manpower
12.) SPRING

Educational Institutions:
1.) National University of Singapore
2.) Nanyang Technological University
3.) Singapore Management University
4.) Singapore Institute of Management
5.) Nanyang Polytechnic
6.) Ngee Ann Polytechnic
7.) Republic Polytechnic
8.) Singapore Polytechnic
9.) Temasek Polytechnic
10.) Tanglin Trust School
11.) INSEAD Singapore
12.) Hollandse School
13.) Woodgrove Secondary
14.) San Lorenzo Montessori
15.) Regent Secondary School
16.) St. Hilda's School
17.) Lien Centre, SMU
18.) National Institute of Education
19.) Guangyang Secondary School
20.) International School Singapore
21.) Australian International School Singapore
22.) German European School Singapore
23.) Overseas Family School
24.) Singapore American School
25.) United World College South East Asia
26.) LASALLE College of the Arts
27.) East View Secondary School
28.) Chung Cheng High School- Yishun

Hotels:
1.) Meritus Hotels & Resorts
2.) Four Seasons Hotel
3.) Fairmont Hotel
4.) Grand Hyatt Singapore
5.) Ritz Carlton
6.) Holiday Inn Park View
7.) Hotel Grand Central
8.) St. Regis
9.) Goodwood Park Hotel
10.) Treasure Resort Sentosa
11.) Rasa Sentosa Resort
12.) Concorde Hotel
13.) Traders Hotel
14.) Holiday Inn Atrium Singapore
15.) Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel
16.) Paramount Hotel
17.) Novotel Clarke Quay Singapore
18.) ibis Singapore on Bencoolen
19.) Berjaya Hotel
20.) The Regent Singapore
21.) Excelsior Hotel
22.) Royal Plaza on Scotts
23.) Swissotel Merchant Court, Singapore
24.) Singapore Marriott Hotel
25.) Inter Continental Singapore
26.) Bayview Hotel Singapore
27.) Sheraton Towers Singapore
28.) Hotel Miramar (S) Ltd
29.) Conrad Centennial
30.) Rendezvous Hotel Singapore
31.) Shangri-la Hotel
32.) Naumi Hotel
33.) The Scarlet Hotel
34.) Crowne Plaza Changi Airport
35.) Hilton Singapore
36.) Parkroyal on Kitchener Road
37.) Parkroyal on Beach Road Singapore
38.) Pan Pacific Singapore
39.) Pan Pacific Orchard
40.) Pan Pacific Serviced Suites, Singapore
41.) Parkroyal Serviced Residences, Singapore
42.) M Hotel
43.) Grand Copthorne Waterfront
44.) Orchard Hotel
45.) Copthorne Kings Hotel
46.) Copthorne Orchid Hotel

Companies:
1.) SingTel
2.) Microsoft
3.) Leo Burnett
4.) Weber Shandwick
5.) Starcom
6.) Canon Singapore
7.) Antalis (Singapore) Pte Ltd
8.) The Body Shop
9.) Electrolux
10.) CapitaLand
11.) Ricoh Asia Pacific
12.) Golden Village
14.) Gallery 2902
15.) KPMG
16.) Nokia
17.) Recyclo fashion
18.) Zouk
19.) Arkadin
20.) Jebsen & Jessen
21.) Raffles Quay Asset Management
22.) AETN Asia
23.) National Geographic
24.) City Developments Limited
25.) Taste Singapore
26.) Breathe Singapore
27.) Bank of China
28.) Sharp Electronics Singapore
29.) Pontiac Land Pte Ltd
30.) Colliers International (Singapore)
31.) Coca-Cola Singapore
32.) UOB
33.) CBRE
34.) Wheelock Properties
35.) Guocoland
36.) Infineon Technologies Asia Pacific Pte Ltd
37.) Profitable Group
38.) Fashionation Singapore
39.) Green Future Solutions
40.) DHL
41.) Unilever Asia Private Limited
42.) Keppel Offshore & Marine
43.) Hitachi Global Storage
44.) Suntec Singapore International Convention & Exhibition Centre
45.) Asian Geographic Magazine
46.) Miss Earth Singapore
47.) One15 Marina Club
48.) Simon Chrisandra Associates
49.) Green Cleaners
50.) Wotif.com
51.) SMRT Corporation Ltd.
52.) Eco Leadership
53.) Charles & Keith Singapore
54.) Nestle Singapore Pte. Ltd.
55.) Jones Lang LaSalle Property Consultants
56.) Philip Securities Pte. Ltd.
57.) Music Television (MTV) Singapore
58.) Discovery Channel
59.) BP Singapore
60.) IndoChine Group Pte. Ltd
61.) Golden Flower Group
62.) Dick Lee Chuosenko (S) Pte. Ltd.
63.) Lend Lease Asia
64.) Diane Fay Private Limited
65.) Class 95FM
66.) Intrillion Pte. Ltd.
67.) Datacraft Asia Pte Ltd
68.) Bird Electronic Limited
69.) Eastern Law Corporation
70.) ISK Singapore
71.) Firmenich Asia Pte. Ltd.
72.) Sumitomo Bakelite Singapore Pte Ltd
73.) Jising International Pte Ltd
74.) ORIGIN Exterminators Pte Ltd
75.) Prosafe Production Services Pte Ltd
76.) NEC Asia
77.) Ecosystem Solution Pte Ltd
78.) Cerebos Pacific Limited
79.) Rabobank
80.) Bank Sarasin-Rabo (Asia) Limited
81.) Sustainability Institute
82.) VIOLED International Pte Ltd
83.) MediaCorp Pte Ltd
84.) SIMPLY HADDAD
85.) Deutsche Bank AG
86.) Maybank Singapore
87.) Hong Leong Group Singapore
88.) Starhill Global Reit (Wisma Atria)
89.) Servcorp
90.) Millenia Private Limited
91.) Eighteen Chefs Pte Ltd
92.) SustainPLUS
93.) Sparch (Singapore) Pte Ltd
94.) Liberal Dreamz LLP
95.) Datacraft Singapore
96.) Training Partners Pte Ltd (Singapore)
97.) Little Part 1 Cafe
98.) Esmond Lim & Partners
99.) TANGS
100.) PricewaterhouseCoopers LLP
101.) Bain & Company SE Asia
102.) Diamond Energy Pte Ltd
103.) Pierpoint Pte Ltd
104.) American Power Conversion
105.) Papylon Enterprise
106.) SM Motors Pte Ltd
107.) SAP Asia Pte Ltd
108.) Phi's Addiction LLP
109.) General Electric
110.) Crazyhours KTV Pub
111.) Electronic Synergies (S) Pte. Ltd.
112.) Standard Chartered Bank
113.) Alexis Links - OPI Singapore
114.) Philips Electronics Singapore
115.) Surbana Corporation Pte. Ltd.
116.) Carl's Jr Singapore
117.) NEC Semiconductors Singapore Pte Ltd
118.) IKEA Alexandra
119.) V-KOOL International Pte Ltd
120.) WorleyParsons Pte Limited
121.) Anewtech Systems Pte Ltd
122.) Home Studio Pte Ltd
123.) Law Alliance Consultancy Services Pte Ltd
124.) Panasonic Asia Pacific
125.) Hong Leong Holdings
126.) Millennium & Copthorne International Limited
127.) Hong Leong Finance
128.) studiospace
129.) Kellogg Brown and Root Asia Pacific Pte Ltd

Buildings and Monuments
1.) One Raffles Quay
2.) Pickering Operations Complex - Singtel
3.) Esplanade Theatres
4.) Art House
5.) NTUC (One Marina Blvd)
6.) Merlion
7.) The Arcade
8.) One Raffles Link
9.) Citilink Mall
10.) Tung Centre
11.) UOB Plaza 1 & 2
12.) Bank of China building
13.) Wheelock Place
14.) Capital Tower
15.) Golden Shoe Carpark
16.) The Atrium@Orchard
17.) Capital Tower
18.) Bukit Panjang Plaza
20.) Bugis Junction
21.) Clarke Quay
22.) Funan DigitaLife Mall
23.) IMM
24.) Junction 8
25.) Jurong Entertainment Centre
26.) Lot One Shoppers' Mall
27.) Plaza Singapura
28.) Sembawang Shopping Centre
29.) Raffles City Shopping Centre
30.) Tampines Mall
31.) 6 Battery Road
32.) 1 George Street
33.) Raffles City Singapore
34.) Robinson Point
35.) Starhub Centre
36.) Bugis Village
37.) Wilkie Edge
38.) Fuji Xerox Towers
39.) Republic Plaza
40.) City House
41.) GB Building
42.) The Corporate Office
43.) Central Mall (Office)
44.) Palais Renaissance
45.) Plaza By The Park
46.) King's Centre
47.) New Tech Park
48.) Somerset Bencoolen
49.) Somerset Compass
50.) Somerset Grand Cairnhill
51.) Somerset Liang Court
52.) Somerset Orchard
53.) Ascott Singapore Raffles Place
54.) Citadines Mount Sophia
55.) Blue Horizon Condominium
56.) Singapore Flyer
57.) Market Street Car Park
58.) Wisma Atria
59.) Maybank Tower
60.) Camden Medical Centre
61.) Millenia Tower
62.) Centennial Tower
63.) Millenia Walk
64.) Paragon Shopping Centre
65.) Hong Leong Building
66.) 80 Robinson Road
67.) 76 Shenton Way
68.) Marina House
69.) Prime Centre
70.) Premier Centre
71.) Geylang Centre
72.) Anson Centre
73.) One Fullerton
74.) Marina Square

NGOs and Associations:
1.) Singapore Hotel Association
2.) American Association of Singapore
3.) Association of Banks in Singapore
4.) French Chamber of Commerce
5.) Singapore Scouts Association
6.) Environmental Challenge Organisation (Singapore)
7.) Marine Parade CC YEC Astronomical Society
8.) Environmental Management Association of Singapore (EMAS)
9.) Singapore International Foundation
10.) Singapore Compact
11.) Evangel Family Church
12.) Singapore Environment Council

Wow, I didn't know singapore is so supportive of this :) Glad to see it!

2009-03-12T17:40:00.004+08:00

Using a form of threatening means a cowardly action?

Did I use a form of threatening? No, I WARNED only.
Hmm, nicely too. :D
Tsk, so kind of me.

I understand some people got no guts and of course I won't blame anyone or whatsoever.
This country is democratic. FREEDOM FTW!
So be it out of love or friends.
I understand, I really do.
Because I treat you all as friend.
I do a flavor by not erupting for so long, or should I say up till now? :)

Hypocrite.
Friends making use of friends is so common till I am so very totally numb to it.
I also make use of friends intentionally and unintentionally too.
Everyone's surface is just simply a mask.
When young, we will find difficultly taking down someone's mask,
but as we are growing up, seeing & been through things more, its starting to get easier & easier.

~~~

CONGRATULATION

to my beloved TCC

ORD AND GETTING HIS CAR LICENCE!!!

Going to his camp chalet later on at Pasir Ris.

He's gonna drive!

So excited.

His EVO 9 comming in 3 months time!

I need urgent cash.

ARGH!

ANYWAY, everyone please watch this video.

Freaking ass funny.

2009-03-12T12:57:00.009+08:00

I think I should go back to NCHS to visit soon :)
Any schoolmates want to tag along? Especially to VISIT our juniors you know?
Interested parties please kindly call me.

Oh, this phrase is very super duper famous coming out from someone's mouth "那里有咯”

:)
:)
:)

Great! I am getting these two Chinchillas for $500 with everything!
Shall go down for viewing this saturday!

light brown velvet female

beige male

Bf say he'll sponsor me to be inked if only his one full first.

Hope time pass fast ... ... ...

I want to go overseas to be inked rather then Singapore!

I want to cover my VERY UGLY back & leg!

I WANT SO MANY THINGS!

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN AT THE END OF THE YEAR!

2009-03-11T01:08:00.002+08:00

I don't why my feb post cant be seen lei, *trying to fixed* :D

/Edit

Ok fixed :) Scroll down can le! haha!

2009-03-11T00:45:00.002+08:00

Anyw, that post is to advice Wei An but insulting & warn his GF.

You know how our family treat you last time.
Whenever cai cook anything, we sure call you first come eat, then wei liang & zhong sheng.
When you got things, ah cai also go help you.
Now i think back, what for we fucking waste the cab fares for you.
When you don't even appreciate it., jus cos jus your fucking gf is JEALOUS?
Is like L.M.A.O. la?
I thought being a gf, if i really love that guy, whoever treat me good, I should feel glad & happy isn't it? I should feel glad if my bf is being dote by people.
BUT HIS GF IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT!
Instead when he want to come our house, SHE CRIED LIKE A BITCH!
Ok, let's all laugh! HAHAHA!
What a turnoff right?
Seriously, I don't understand what's the gf is thinking about la.
They have like 4 years of friendship lor.
Just because of a 包青天 face. (anyw her face always darn black like people own her money)
OYA, I also heard whenever some people SAY BOUT MY FAMILY, SHE WILL SAY "WHY SAY TILL THEM" , THEN FUCKING HELL GIVE ONE BLACK FACE!

Eyes and mouths are enough proof to me :)
That's my problem right?
Don't ever say 'bout family.

And 1 more advice OWA, please tell your gf don't so childish. 17 years old this year le lei.
Really make people sore eyes.
Do & say things without thinking.

Just ONE more time, if I heard any nonsense . . . . . . . . . then the story continues :)

2009-03-10T21:35:00.005+08:00

Ok, let me start a post by introducing a person call Ong Wei An from NCHS Class 5A with his cb Guai Lan Gf Nelly.

This post is to help some poor soul from being misunderstood also.

Firstly, as refer below. I shall answer some questions and doubts :D

GET THIS RIGHT!
I did apologised to your mother about your cat's matter
and admitted that i did say!
Its not as though I deny everything and didn't apologise!

Ya Ya, the crybaby cried and said sorry. Then later gossip with those friends that leave her soon after.

And I didn't say anything about your cat's name or neither did i ever critise it.
Need you to name out for me?

Sure anot? Your this post lie about so many things le. Another lie doesn't harm de hor?

Wow thanks!
Fancy asking me to change my dog's name.
Who are you to me?

My dog lor.

All the more,
I think its nice and i dnt need any of your useless suggestion.
Thanks for being a busy body.
&
My dog shit. (:

Ya. Not to you but suggestion to your bf. You think we give a damn to you? Nelly SMLJ lai de? Can eat de ma? Your bf been with friends with us since long ago. Because I give him face, you still can go sch today :) Feel fortunate ah?

So what if i dislike him to come my house. That's my house.
He is the one who asked my boyf to teach him mathematics.
Get this clear before you start accusing anybody.
Treasure this friend?
When he start being a backstabber and
said out all this things to be an attention seeker.
My boyf dnt need such a friend.

LOL. This is lame man! You know what her mother did to ZS? AND YOU KNOW SHE TELL HIM TO STEAL THINGS FOR HER BECAUSE SHE DON'T WANT HER BOYFRIEND TO GET CAUGHT! OMG RIGHT? What a "Bad influence & no family manners family" gf he have. TSK, valentine no money need steal also. His gf must be those demanding kind. Sigh, all his and her friends all so sick of him and her until can gossip till our ears! SIAN AH! Don't know why hear their name also so sian. Don't tell me you treasure Zhong Sheng ok? BULLSHIT sia.

Wow.
Asking people to grow up?
Reflect this on yourself instead.
Stop blogging about such childish stuffs and mind your own business.
So what if he learns smoking and stealing at the age of 16?
You mean people cant smoke at that age?
So everyone must listen to you and stop smoking and learn to be mature is it?
Oh. I see. You set the law?

LOL! Really is xiao xiao xiao xiao ginna, esp the gf. I heard they in school when got those friend. They VERY sat lei. Like to shout here and there. Outside why don't dare ah? Shout at outside la. Never tio slap consider you lucky.

This post is for another person.
Now you want to start creating your own story and said he steal things.
Haha. Please get the facts right before you start telling others okay.
Say he is a begger. What about the person who told you?
Don't tell me that you didn't steal things too.
Say people, say yourself!

Don't give these kind of nonsense la. So many ppl see with their eyes. Somemore all friends with you all before. Don't tell me all lie lo. TSK. Somemore not only ONE say sia. With my Ten fingers, at least 8 gt saw before.

One last thing before I end this whole post dedicated specially for you.
Get the facts right by knowing the full situation.
&
Once again,
DON'T CRITISE MY DOG BECAUSE I DIDNT CRITISE YOUR CAT.

Lan jia DOG la. I wan critise cannot meh. You got say anot you yourself know it best la ah.

Please kindly admit what you've done then trying to deny it :) You, yourself know what you've done, I am not going to say out what you do as PROOF are everywhere. Or should I say EYES and MOUTHS are everywhere?

Ong Wei An, to my family, you're a good student since secondary 1.
My mother often say to me that you're a good boy.
BUT, you really make us all so disappointed.
Eversince you got this gf, did you notice that everyone is leaving you?
Did you even think WHY?
Beside pushing the blame to others, did you think of changing your gf's attitude and character? (This is just what a bf is suppose to do, me as a gf, whenever cai do smth wrong, I will try to change him but did you?)
No, you didn't but it got more worst, till almost everyone leave you.
Until now, only zhong sheng still REALLY treat you like a friend you know?
Why out of so many people, after reading nana's post. You only aim him?
Cos he nice to bully? Or what?
If you really treasure him, why you must do things that make him so uneasy? Telling him to steal things all that?
HELLO, this is his future!
Did you ever think for HIM? (Except by teaching him MATHS?! Then Germaine & Jaja?)
If he get caught, WHAT CAN YOU DO FOR HIM?
AND IS YOUR FUCKING GF TELL YOU TO DO THAT AM I CORRECT?
THINK PLEASE!
The worst case, YOUR GF DON'T LIKE IT AND ASK YOU TO THROW AWAY?
HE RISK HIS LIFE AND THIS IS WHAT HE GET?!
I really speechless when this news came to my ears.
I only can say, being your friend for that long, hopefully you'll go think properly.
I give you face, for this long, I didn't try to "touch" your gf.
Please tell her not to overdo it.
My Volcano erupts I really don't know le.
And I really don't want to also.

And to help Jaja, I chanced upon it at her folder, Í am going to post this by her without her permission.

Im so disappointed by you.
You once told me you'll never stole things
You once told me you'll never smoke
You once told me all these are plain childish-ness
You once told me you'll not controlled by girls
You once told me you love our family
You always come our house, & bring laughters
You always go out with us, no matter what
We always called you out when our family going out
We never forget you helping our house with many things
We never forget you helps us look after our house when we went overseas
We never forget you,him,him went to beach road & wish us bon voyage when we went overseas
We never forget you doting nini, michelle & matthew
I never forget you for teaching me my weakest subjects
I never forget you say you'll repay my mother by teaching me
I never forget you always care for me, dote on me like a brother
I never forget promoting because of you helping me with my basics
I never forget that i'll burst into laughter whenever i saw you cutted your hair
I never forget that you gave way to me & gave me the big piyo & i was really happy although i gave a very 'charcoal' face
I never forget the days we 4 went to Euro Fun Fair
I never forget the days we 4 went for recess together
I never forget the days we 4 went out together
I never forget the days we 4 gossiping together
I never forget the days we 4 are really very happy together
I never forget the days we 4 quarrel but back again
I never forget i was really happy when we're back then
I never forget the days you always bully me
I never forget the days you always call me 'Fat/Pig etc.'
I never forget the days you & my family went to Marina just to eat steamboat
I never forget the days you & my sisters & sisters boyfriend went fishing together
I never forget the days you & my family watched movies together
I also hope you never forget that my mummy dote you alot
I also hope you never forget that my mummy buy you things
I also hope you never forget that my mummy treat you eat
I also hope you never forget her everythings
I also hope you never forget my mummy treated you as her own
I also hope you never forget the frustration of teaching me my weakest subject
I also hope you never forget what you said & promise to us
I also hope you never forget you used to be with us & laugh with us
I also hope you never forget you abandoned your best 'brother' because of something else
I also hope you never forget you'll ruined your future if you dont change
I also hope you didnt do these things
I really hope you really wakeup & think
I never ask you to change or come back to us
I just hope you'll remember all these things
I know you wont read this because no one knew this website exist
I know even if you read, you'll just heck care
I know it

Think about it.

2009-03-09T23:54:00.003+08:00

Outdated Pictures

Taken after eating at Century Square "Ramen Ten" then went to Pasir Ris "Hong Kong Cafe" for dessert.

Went for dinner at Raffles City.

NO MAKE UP! Wanted to go WWW but -.- THUNDERSTORM. NB! But went to Pasir Ris Farmway & Serangoon. :D

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Went Far East Plaze to cut hair today.
Nana like to POR me alot.

ANYONE GIVING UP THEIR CHINCHILLAS OR KITTEN (PERSIAN TYPE ONLY). Í AM UP FOR ADOPTION! KINDLY LEAVE YOUR CONTACT IF THERE'S ANY! PLEASE HELP TO ASK AROUND TOO. THANKS ALOT :D

2009-03-06T12:29:00.002+08:00

Am I really very abnormal?

I really love animals with FANGS.
Love it so much that I really could die for it.
Sigh.

Why are animals so beautiful, no, not beautiful, I need more words from the dictionary to describe it.

2009-03-03T13:21:00.003+08:00

Ytd was suppose to be a happy day.
Bf's father strike lottery 1st prize.
So he treat the whole family to dinner at Raffles City - "Plaza Market Cafe".
Food was not bad, but alot I don't really know how to eat.
But ... just a phrase from a child made my mood went bad the whole day.
Sigh!
I don't understand why when I'm not happy, I still have to laugh it out.

I hate when my parents is unsupportive.
Everytime people say how good is my parents this and that,
I really HATE it.
It's just a fucking damn mask.
At the back, they can fucking criticise us like we're animals.
Saying this and that so much, can you even fucking support us.
What I really want, you know? NO, you DON'T.
All you do is criticise and criticise.
I hardly found my dreams and goal.
YET, instead of supporting it, you just threw fucking hell threw cold water on it.
I'm getting really tired, very very tired.
I really don't know how long I'm gonna last like this.

2009-02-28T11:56:00.002+08:00

心里有一百一万个事想说，却不能说出口。

TSK :(

If life wasn't 'bout money & fame, maybe the whole world will be happier.

If I wasn't a ________, I would be so much happier.

Being born in this world is just like a mistake.

2009-02-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

@.@

My beautiful black beauty :) *SHUT UP NANA*

SPEECHLESS

2009-02-26T11:07:00.004+08:00

I'm going to CDC to register for my car lisence later on. *Yawns
I know, I know.
Like finally right?
Haaaa

2009-02-25T19:11:00.001+08:00

My Birthday Celebration at Sakura :)

Raffles City :)

2009-02-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

I only can say ... ...

Everyone is my friend, no matter what you do to me or say to me.
Friends is just a part of life.
It comes and go.
But I cherish everyone of them, I won't hate or dislike them.
To me, you all just a friend.
There's nothing like BBF.
There's only people who you are comfortable to talk to, comfortable to spent time with.
Although I cant and won't spent much time for friends, my heart will be by your side.
Cherish the person around you, for they're the one who you're gonna spent your life with. :)

2009-02-24T17:50:00.003+08:00

Seoul Garden after getting my DS LITE :)

2009-02-24T17:48:00.003+08:00

Dear's Birthday :)

Tatto Convention :)

2009-02-24T13:51:00.013+08:00

Outdated pictures during genting trip :)

2009-02-23T12:10:00.003+08:00

I will not wake up.
Be it waking up to reality or facts.
I will slumber to happy endings and fantasies.
Whatever which is not truth, I will believe it with my whole heart.
Because everyone is fake, just like me.

I will only hope and wish and dream, live a day after another.
Hoping my dreams will come true; wishing you'll cherish me more.
Patience does it all, but I hope it doesn't run out one day.

I GOT MY CORAL PINK DS LITE. GUESS HOW HAPPY AM I?!
$264 for all(Included everything)
Cheap or not? I don't know?
I HAPPY CAN LIAO! HAHA!
Wanted to get it for very long but my surrounding's friend all get PSP instead of DS.
So pondering for a very very very long time till JELINE WEE gets it.
She's full of praise for it, THUS! DADAH!
I GOT IT, I GOT IT!
HEHE HOHO HAHA!

DS LITE ROCKS! The games are all mostly meant for girls though. GOOD!

2009-02-20T13:38:00.003+08:00

WAHAHAHA! I'm so happy.

Bf's gonna ORD in 2 weeks time. Next Friday last day of going camp!

2 weeks more his TP and his car is out! HAHA! Can waste time on makeup, no need take Cab,Mrt,Bus ANYMORE! WEEEETS!

After 5 months my PET SHOP out! HAHA! (I CAN GET INKED, INKED & INKED!)

Bf's gonna help me pierce my lips & tongue. I gonna pierce my eyebrown and nose also.

I'm so LUCKY to have a bf like him to allow me to do this kind of things without restrictions! :D

I'm gonna get my PINK DS LITE tommorow! CANT WAIT!

I AM SO HAPPY!!!

Oya, I forget to wish all of you all HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!
MUACKS!

2009-02-19T13:52:00.000+08:00

I know you really hate me.

2009-02-18T13:18:00.000+08:00

OK! CONFIRM ALREADY!

I'M GOING TO GET A DS LITE FOR MYSELF, WITH MY OWN MONEY.

2009-02-17T15:47:00.002+08:00

ok sorry, didn't upload the pictures yet.
Anyw, I also don't know who am i saying sorry to anyw?
Haha :\

I'm so tired of working nowsday.
Bf say he's gonna give me money to open a pet shop soon.
Any1 have job intro in pets shop or similar stuff?
Wanna gain some experiences first. :D
Please do inform me if really have! Thanks!

P.S. I will post the pictures if go home no dota! :)

2009-02-13T09:40:00.001+08:00

YES I GOT IT, a new little cutie pie called Princess is added to my family members :D

AND I'm gonna upload lots of its pictures later.

2009-02-12T16:04:00.003+08:00

Should I get a bunny for bf this valentine?
$80 and its bluey grey and really small & CUTE.
Bf wants it but ... I don't know!
Should I should I?
It look like the puppy I saw also! T.T

I like beautiful beautiful kiss, I want beautiful beautiful kiss also!

This is so damn true.

ROFL.

Hope Jaja that fat ass come later! I want to see the bunny!

2009-02-10T14:17:00.004+08:00

OKOK! (BECAUSE I FEEL DISGUSTED AGAIN)

I will post more today.
Firstly, there's a blog i hated alot. No names mentioned o.o"
If you love her/him, but at the same time so tong ku & heart stricken (everynight cant sleep la; drowning yourself in sorrow; pinning hopelessly etc etc), what for right?!
She/He SAYS that SHE/HE LOVED YOU. So be glad already!
OMFG. KEEP EMO-ING UNTIL I BTH!
One month + never read your blog, now go back, ITS STILL THE SAME + everyday do same emo things! @_@||

*Note for myself*
NEVER LINK TO THAT BLOG AGAIN!

Yesterday darn funny!
Nana la, asshole!
Tell me what happen to Jeline and the sneezing guy, make me laugh till my stomach cramp.
Then I show her the Videos of a Korean guy who sings English Songs SO FUNNY!

I TELL YOU ALL! MUST LISTEN! ITS A MUST!

And another one with a comment DARN FUNNY!

This comment make me and nana laugh until cried

PacifistSkullCrusher (1 day ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply

Obviously he had to be blind to have picked out that shirt. 2:43 made my dog howl.

JELINE YOU HAVE TO HEAR THIESE MAN!

2009-02-10T14:14:00.002+08:00

HEAVY SIGHHHHHHHH

HOW I WISH I WAS WITH BF AT HOME RIGHT NOW!

This year valentine, I will not expect anything again.
Its better this way then have to feel disappointed or empty stuffs.
Its hard not to feel sad but...
Anyw, I have to work full-time. :)

2009-02-07T10:21:00.004+08:00

I hope that someone will wake up;
I hope that someone stop thinking that every one's as harmless as ants;
I hope that someone will use the brains properly;
I hope that someone will not be so naive & stupid;
I hope that someone will get rid of the stubbornness and think properly;
I hope that someone will not harm the family for the sake of "Fun, outing, joy & playing";
I hope that someone faster stop slacking & nua-ing around;
I hope that someone faster helping out with the family & stop those childish things;
I hope that someone will faster mature.

Ya, I shouldn't have deleted that post.

So, seriously, stupid & mindless people should just plainly rot & die :)

So I decided to be EVIL, CUNNING & DESPICABLE.
What for be a Ms/Mr/Madam/Mrs GOOD when seriously no one cares???

Firstly, people make use of your good for their own sake.
Secondly, humans are greedy & selfish by nature, so you treat them good once, they want twice & subsequently thrice.
Thirdly, only when you're rich & loaded, that when you have LOTS of friends, get it?

Humans are sick & disgusting creatures; and that includes me & everyone else.

So, sick of seeing our faces?
No worry, we'll be moving back after 5 weeks (most probably).
So be happy hor, with your wonderful nua-ing life :)

Just very pichek 'bout smth so ranting up here.

2009-01-30T11:35:00.003+08:00

Hi all,

KiKi is back! :D

but I am lazy to upload those photos for now.

so you all may refer to eDdy's blog or Nana's blog for the Genting updates.

Though I don't think they updated nicely. WAIT FOR MY UPDATES!
HAHAHA!

ooo, and i realised that I am good photographer to shoot some classic photo of Nana.

Wah lau, why in all the pictures my cute face all half cut. Nb.

p.s Why I so chio huh?

2009-01-23T12:12:00.002+08:00

ジュンソ『許諾』

Hear it, won't regret :)

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Commitment
Looked down on
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Death
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-01-22T12:17:00.003+08:00

LOL, i got some funny quotes to share. Was surfing through photobucket and chanced upon them.

Tmr genting le, EXCITED siol!

I painted my nails already;
I dye my hair (ownself dye =\ haha);
I got my comestics;
My bag came!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

And bf, i lurrrrbbbbbbeeee youuuuuuuuu!

Chu Chu ;x

2009-01-21T16:13:00.002+08:00

2009-01-21T15:21:00.005+08:00

You gotta take the good with bad;
smile with the sad;
love what you got & remember what you had;
learn to forgive, but never to forget;
learn from your mistakes, but never regret,
just remember. . . life goes on.

hmm, true...

To cakee, Jeline & some people from my past,

Maybe some have already forgotten that I ever existed in their life, but I will keep every memories we shared deep in my heart. Thanks for the wonderful times :)

To my bf: (I wonder will you ever read my blog?)

Hey bastard, I lurrrrrbe you berii berii bloody much,

so pleaseeee know how much I lurrrrrbe you k?

To my beloved family,

Just like this picture, when the world seem so gloomy and dull to me, you all are the only colours that i see.

Vitamin C Graduation Lyrics
Songwriters: Deutsch, Josh; Fitzpatrick, Colleen;

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat 1 (3x)

2009-01-20T14:31:00.004+08:00

Dear all, please help to stop all these cruel act to animals.

They don't deserve this kind of treatment! Every animal also have their lifes and they deserve to survive as human as well. No one has the right to just slaughter them for fun or for ridiculous reasons. It's not fair to the animals that they have to sacrificed for humans like this.

As long as you don't consume dogs meat, you can reduced the pain they all suffered.

May bad karma fall on all of the fucking rotten bad guys. May you be a dog next life. Or may you have stroke, diabetes, heart attack, cancer whatever illness exists befall on you!

2009-01-20T11:36:00.001+08:00

Bf took this picture -.-

PZY think he very cute la . . . ROFL!

2009-01-19T14:01:00.007+08:00

When i was in Primary School, one of my English teacher,
introduces us a Old English Days movie called "The Sound Of Music".

At first, the whole class was grumbling aloud what a lousy and old fashioned show it was. After an hour, when the bells rings, the whole class started grumbling again, but this time it was because they wanted to continue watching it.

I tell you, this movie is great! One of my favourite movie in list.
I seriously, absolutely, especially LOVED the songs inside the movie, or you can say my whole class loved it, even the guys! (Oya! The actress was the one who acted in Mary Poppins, Julie Andrews)

The Sound of Music lyrics

Movie "The Sound of Music" soundtrack lyrics
Maria lyrics,

My Favorite Things lyrics

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

[Repeat all verses]

AND I GOT A NEW GAME CRAZE - LEFT 4 DEAD !!!

was playing it with bf, pzy and eddy the noob (i keep shooting him I don knw why???) at parklane's Lan shop after they put their Tattoo at gimmelove www.gimmelovetattoo.com (SUPPORT K?) . And i get to taste the most FUGLY NOT NICE TEH PING!!! I heard the chicken rice not nice also. Heng i eat pastamanic with jaja first =\ Left4Dead darn fun la, darn funny! Jaja see le also feel like playing. Hahaha!

2009-01-19T13:39:00.002+08:00

Omfg. WDF.

My birthday is getting nearer & nearer.
For goodness sake, let time slow down fast.
I don't want to have a super big 2 in front!
I want my Teenage years back!
May this year flow like a river and never come back.
May next year be a new year with "Oh, I've grown up" feelings.
May 2009 never exist in kiki's life.

;x

2009-01-09T17:05:00.002+08:00

I'm in the office yet I'm lazing around e.g. by blogging.
I'm dyeing my hair later on. (A dark tone)
I'm going to the tattoo show '2009 with bf and zy on sunday.
I'm having a bloody cough and block nose which harm my beauty sleep.
I bought a Chanel foundation which cost me $81.00. (Bf's mother CNY gift ITE)
I receive those online clothes and i fucking LOVE it.
I've so many photos to upload soooo it's gonna take awhile.
Ok, I've a interesting and wonderful life.

That's all folks!

TC!

2009-01-06T12:33:00.003+08:00

I have been searching for ...
what i have to protect with my everything.
One day,
I shall see only you.

Inside a dazzling light...
In the scenery that i explore,
There reflects only your existence.

2009-01-02T12:01:00.002+08:00

"Evil is a point of view. God kills, and so shall we indiscriminately. He takes the richest and poorest, and so shall we. For no creatures under God are as we are, none so like him as ourselves" -Lestat De Lioncourt.

2009-01-02T00:05:00.003+08:00

I chanced upon a poem written by my classmate.

Love -
Written by Lydia Vyona Lam

What would a teenage girl know about feelings?
Why would she care for these adult things?
How could she know the seriousness that goes
Into this business that ebbs and flows

"oh I know all about love, my good man.
You should have been there when our love began
He was a sweet guy, a little egoistic perhaps,
But I grew to know him like a geographer knows maps.

"We were together for what seemed a long, long while,
My feelings were strong, but I was just a child.
I loved him, so much, but he grew tired of me.
And I learned in a day how it feels to be lonely.

"I guess this poem may not seem very much,
But it goes out to all girls longing for touch.
Keep your heart guarded, but know when to loose
The reins, or they will become a noose.

"I still miss him, and I always will
Girls! Take heart! Even if all things fail,
Remember, men are just part of life
Though i understand that vicious pain... Hurts like a knife.

"So now admire his eyes, his laugh and his smile
For all good things last but for a while
And i know all girls have a secret sweetheart
With whom they can never really bear to part."

What is becoming of our teens today?
What are these things that take them away
That makes them mature prematurely overnight
Dear God, bless our teens in this present world's plight.

2009 will be a bad year for me.
I say not to cry today, but i did.
Worst new year ever.

2009-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR !!!

2008-12-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

Some male frogs in the rain forest, who send messages by drumming with their feet are the sole caretakers of their young. After the mother lays eggs, the father guards the nest and carries his kids on his back until they’re old enough to fend for themselves.

Orphaned chimpanzees are adopted by their aunts, older siblings, or other members of their tribe who teach them how to find natural antibiotics, avoid poisonous plants, and build tree nests.

2008-12-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

Ripped this picture from someone's blog who i cant remember. *Credits

THIS IS HILARIOUS!

Focuse if you cant get it at first sight. =\

PZY call me a HELMET last night. WDF!

2008-12-27T10:05:00.000+08:00

♥ Vampires and bishies are HOT, they should be real.

♥ When I get older, and my little girl asks me, "Who was your first love?" I don't want to have to pull out old photographs. I want to point across the room and say, "He's sitting right over there."

♥ I love how I can be a dork around you and still feel absolutely amazing.

♥ Dance as if no one's watching you; Love as if you've never been hurt & Sing as if no one can hear you.

2008-12-26T09:05:00.000+08:00

Ok, sorry for the one day late christmas greeting.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OUT THERE!

Hope ya all have a great and merry chirstmas,

Unlike me.

Worst Christmas ever. Quarrels, fever (Name the bad things you can find)

AND it happen to me.

2008-12-24T12:14:00.001+08:00

Let us reach the top

and create a ever-lasting love

A flower crushed so beautifully

will not bloom again

A country that is run by a person, who is motivated

to protect the person he loves,

will grow in strength.

Whereas, a country that is run by a person, who is motivated

by money and status,

will become Weak!

Aww, Love is so beautiful!

2008-12-22T12:32:00.000+08:00

Too Busy for a Friend.

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.'

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.'

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'

Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.'

'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be. So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

2008-12-20T10:24:00.000+08:00

Heart aches, emotionally, does the heart really felt pain?

2008-12-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hell's Highway 31kM RATE: 0/5 !!! - A super stupid show

First - Language not understood.

Second - Storyline sucks to the core

Third - I can PREDICT what happen

Outdated Movie pictures:

At E-Hub eating the BBQ Korean Chicken(???),

THE BEEF SO OISHI !!!

I WANT THIS PARROT, BUT I THINK NINI WILL KILL IT ~T_T~

2008-12-16T09:15:00.000+08:00

i WANNA get two FULL SLEEVE.

Can i, pretty please papa?

2008-12-15T16:11:00.000+08:00

2008-12-13T11:17:00.000+08:00

2008-12-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

My Love Aimlessly Drifts In The Dark Abyss.

Your Words Have Caused My Love To Corrupt Me.

Sorry ah, just trying to find chim words to save.

2008-12-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

东方神起 - 千年恋歌 lyrics

Eternal Love Song

Even on the day my body vanishes, this love won't disappear
Even the flowers will wither away, but this feeling will last long enough to take the place of 'eternity'

One thousand years of tears will drench my heart
No matter how many times I'm reborn... until I can meet you again

Before I awaken from this fantasy, you wave to me
In the real world, morning comes and for an instant in time, I understand
One thousand years of wishes soar in the sky
It's alright if they never come true, as long as I can meet you

On a journey far away, I wander alone in the gentle breeze
The rain that falls on the withered flowers conceals the sadness
Even with a thousand years of love (a thousand years),
I can't fully express my feelings for you (I can't)
When the moon can't be seen in the night sky, I'll be able to meet you

One thousand years of feelings, living on in a song
So that someday, when I'm reborn, I'll be able to meet you

Omg, i listen to this song without knowing the lyrics.
AND YET IT'S REALLY ANOTHER LEGEND KIND OF SONG. LOL =\
I love this kind of song though.
So SWEET!

I will call my daughter by the name of Renesmee. (if I ever have one)

2008-12-05T14:52:00.000+08:00

Beyonce - If I were a Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

*Talking to myself* (Can ignore if you all want to)

WHY?
WHY YOU NEVER THINK WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME?!
I never ONCE dislike you putting it, instead I LOVE it.
BUT, it really hurt so much to know for your Dreams/Likes/Fantasy or whatever it is,
you can just ignore or just bloodly don't care what I've to go through for YOU.
I'm just ranting my unpleasant thoughts out.
CANT YOU JUST WAIT MEH?
Just because you know I'll endure willingly, you can just don't give a damn 'bout my feelings?
Sigh, I'm STRESSED out, all over again.

2008-12-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, all i ever need is WORDS OF ASSURANCE.
but, you hardly gave.
Sometimes, it hurts when you say you understand me.
but, you never really did.

I'm tired, tired of having a mask over my feelings, and desire...

I'm a bad girl, a very bad girl.
I always knew that.

Please don't wake me up, i don't want to face reailty.
Let me slumber in a world of dreams that cant be realised nor come true.

I'm so lucky,
but... why do these tears, still come at night?
This is so wrong, every single things is so wrong now.

2008-11-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

Just came back fetching that noob ah ma who cant see anything.

Damn tired.

Spent $50 but like bring nothing come back like that -.-"

2008-11-23T00:48:00.000+08:00

Look at NINI -.-"

UNGLAM

LOL at this equation siol.

Woman really so problematic meh.

ZZZ!

Men so insensitive that's why have problem ma.

CORRECT?

Of course correct la.

WOMAN ARE BORN VAIN. :D

2008-11-22T09:12:00.000+08:00

Bought on 14.o2.2oo6.

Passed away on 22.11.2oo8.

Rest In Peace

My Darling Ger Ger & PuiPui no.2 .

=*(

HAHA! ANYW, WHO THE FUCK IS KANA -.-"

MAGGIE CHEUNG! OMG I REALLY LOOK LIKE HER!

MY UNCLE SAY I A LITTLE LIKE HER WHEN I'M YOUNG! HAHA!

Sorry at work place so bored. -.-

Boss haven come in. =\

2008-11-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

Outdated Pictures:

Chu Shi 自恋!

Nana's gonna KILL me =\

*
*

After Haircut.

情人节的 Pizza

Before "The Coffin" Movie. (2.5/5)

At Auntie's house.

Before eDdy's birthday.

I chanced upon THIS PICTURE.

Queen & Princess(ME)

LMAO!

I think i can find these pictures for today only.

I'm so bored.

Life's so bored.

No money no life.

Got money no life also.

What's is this world coming to man!

BLOGGING IS BORING. =\

Never blog more boring.

Ok la, I'm laming here already.

*End*

2008-11-20T09:01:00.001+08:00

Yawns! Just reach my working place.
Today wake up late, but heng i run to catch up the bus.
Or else i sure confirm guarantee chop late again. zzz!
Yea yea! I very excited 'bout the Twilight Saga Cakee's spreeing de.
Any of you wan buy?

Ltr go home i can post pictures le. LOL!
Very angry with BF ytd.
Wasted my two days off, DOING that private server.
Then say don't want play le, want go Maplesea.
Like WTF?
I won't waste my precious money on STUPID PPC.

Pissed off.

Simple Tags Reply:

Nana - Crow Talking *Ignore*
Cakee - <3 Dust come then i spring clean lor =\
Jeline - Wah lau, why suddenly you call queen. I don't wan be your daughter lei. I princess lei.
Gab - Wait Wait, relax. Princess like that de HAHA !
eDdy - Noob don't talk so much.
Jack - Linked XD
Taiying - Thanks, linked.
Xiang - Linked LOL !
Rowena - Linked.
Jaja - Hi SDPZB!
fel - Yup TC too <3

2008-11-17T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hi babes and dudes,
Kiki is BACK!
Ask me to link you all up once again! :)

grats stanley on his baby

2008-09-11T13:36:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO STANLEY ON BECOMING A DADDY YTD!

heh

2008-09-05T12:36:00.000+08:00

Ytd Dear gt come fetch me! HEHE ^^!
So happy luhs!
Today dear afternoon shift, mayb my mother comming to find me, tgt with MICHELLE!
I MISS HER SO MUCH <3!
Ytd saw her but then she going home, no HUG HUG =(
So hungry sia, NB gt people come then cannot go for lunch.

Will continue with the conversation with benny just now later on. :D

2008-09-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

YO!

I am going to knock off in fifteen minutes time. Hehe^^!

Ytd my XXL Chicken Cutlet sucks cos of the (evapouration/condensation)??? inside the paper bag.

NB! So sad lor. ='(

Dear today very tired so never come fetch me le.

Tmr he working afternoon shift, i can go hougang mall/plaza walk walk le. Hehe^^!

2008-09-03T10:13:00.001+08:00

ARGH @.@ !
I'm almost bored to death can?!?!
I've done everything that i need to do, and now?
I GOT NOTHING TO DO. (Times passes darn slow at this kind of time)
Pissed me off siol =(
Dear say he will come find me later and we'll go hougang mall eat the Shi Lin.
HAHA, my XXL Cripsy Chicken. WOOTS <3*

I jus remember, Teachers' Day was 2 days before right?
Well, Happy Teachers' Day to the GOOD teachers out there :D
Anyw, i flunked my "O" level because of a teacher so i don't have any feelings for my ex sch or teachers. hehe ^^ BUT, I LOVE MY FRIENDS <3 I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCHY^^

Started Working

2008-08-30T09:11:00.000+08:00

First of all, HI ALL! (Which is actually to myself) =.=" haha!
So long no blog again, sorry to ps you, my darling blog.
Been busy and lazy to update although i've tons of things to say. hee!
Well, I've started working already at hougang as a Admin Sales Assistant. ;DDD
Started off with no experiences, so abit hard to cope.
AND I'VE TO WORK ON SATURDAY!!! q(~T.T~)p
Pay also not good, but i can learn alot of things.
So ... I'll continue on with this job till a new job comes by. (with better option of course) ;x
Dear been really sweet when I was working. (REALLY!!!)
He ytd still come fetch me hor!
HAHA, partly cos eddy bought a new dog from his friend la, Longlong. -_____-"
THE DOG SO CUTE CAN ?! It's a black poodle btw.
BUT THE HILARIOUS THING IS THE POODLE VOMITTED ON EDDY PANTS WHEN WE'RE IN THE CAB! HAHAHA!
NOOB SHIT = EDDY LEE !!

Ok, back to working!
Ltr then i come back visit you ok?

2008-08-05T03:28:00.000+08:00

Today i cried while listening to dear's singing.
He composed the lyrics that's why.
I love the way he sing to me before he sleeps at night.
It's really sweet.
Esp when the lyrics was (in Chinese)
"It all happen due to a wrong phone number and here we are,
still loving each other deeply and I'll be with you, forever."
I wonder does Fate really exists at all?
Why it is that dear and my meeting was like "Fate bought us together"?
But truthfully, I've never regretted it before.
Not when i was hurt ed, lonely or even crying.
I learnt to forgive but I'm trying to forget.
I'll learn to forget to become happier, to learn to trust you and become a better person. :)

Yesterday, Dear went to find his mother at CCK but i didn't go. =\
My DA YI MA come!! ~T-T~
Stomach hurts like hell.
Freaking spoiler.
When he came back, i went down to pass his mother something.
And she gave my mother her birthday present.
HA HA! I also have!
Today, Jaja's friend came to study together.
Also don't know will study anot. @.@

Sometimes when i look at other couple, I'm feel with envy.
Why they can get married happily, start a family together so easily.
Yet, it's so hard for us?
When you get something, doesn't means you get everything. Right?
But, its so unfair :(
Every time i think of this, I feel so depressed.
I wonder have you ever think of this.
That one day we might have to face this problem,
and what's your way of solving this?
I've never asked you, because this would add to your stress only.
But I'm really worried.
Sigh.
Religion sucks.
How i wish there wasn't this law,
then I'll be the happiest person in the world.

NEVERTHELESS, I love my FAMILY!! <3

2008-07-31T22:17:00.001+08:00

OHAIYO!

Finally i blogged again?!
HAHA!
Too bad, i'm not gonna tell anyone else yet.
New bloglink because i don't want to stick to the past.
I want to be proud, proud, PROUD!
Proud of myself and my Boyfriend and my family OF COURSE. :)
I don't like people to stalk my blog afterall it's my internet diary.
(Esp those who read and gossip, WORST people ever!)
But i very kind one q(^-^)p I shall forgive, but never forget.

Hurray! (for stalkers @.@")

I wanna blog, edit the skin, do my photos etc etc.
BUT to my dismay,
the computer i love most broke down! TMD! p(T-T)q
REFORMATTED and GONE! MY ADOBE PHOTOSHOP<3>YES DARN PATHETIC!
BUT Zhong Sheng's a VERY kind person. ( Our saviour ^o^)
He help us bring the computer back to his house to fixed it.
BUT HE KANNA SORE EYES :\
Feel so ... ... ... gulity?
But he really really really very good.
Help me install Adobe Photoshop CS3 in somemore.
Such a kind person where to find you tell me? (i know me la! HAHA!)
So for now still waiting for him to fixed lor.
I didn't know i rely on the computer so much until now.
HALF of my life seems to be missing without it.
AIKS :(

+ DEARDEAR keep sleeping and sleeping, make me more bored. (-o-\)
I so pissed off with his Officer. (MADAM SOMEMORE WAN ACT)
HMPH!
Make use of people only.
People who should get the credits you didn't give, yet give those who don't deserve.
These type of people ought to die more than me lor.
Humans ... ... are such horrible creatures, which includes me also. :(

My "new" slogan for reminder:
Look at the bright side of life!